More than 35 years before her death at 89, Lauren Bacall published her first autobiography, By Myself,
in which she reminisced about her storied Hollywood career, her
romantic relationships, and her three children. That includes, of
course, the story of her relationship with To Have and to Have Not co-star Humphrey Bogart, who eventually became her first husband.
Bacall once famously said, "The only thing that I am not
pleased about is when people only talk about 'Bogie' to me as though I
had no other life at all." And you can see why — her career was
multilayered, and she knew great success in Hollywood and on Broadway without
her husband's involvement. But it's also true that Bacall's romance
with Bogart wasn't the Hollywood story people generally imagine — and
her account of the real version gives a strong impression of her
indomitable courage and honesty.
You probably have an idea of what
Humphrey Bogart was like. To this day, his carefully constructed persona
is perpetuated in films, promotional material, publicity, and
commentary: an active, commanding, confident, cynical, and sexually
compelling (albeit aloof) tough guy. But Bacall challenges this
"tough guy" representation in her autobiography, offering a graphic
account of both their courtship and her husband’s illness. Her
reflections allow a glimpse into Bogart's full humanity — and hers.
In her memoir, Bacall recalls her connection with Bogart as "the headiest romance imaginable." Throughout
their courtship, Bacall describes Bogart as shy, gentle, vulnerable,
and open, confiding in her about his three failed marriages. During
their small wedding in Ohio, "tears streamed down [Bogart's] face."
According to Bacall, this outburst of emotion was Bogart's reaction to
hearing the words of the wedding ceremony and finally "realizing what
they meant — what they should mean."
It was more than a decade (and several
co-starred films) later that Bogart's health began to decline. As Bacall
tells it, her husband reluctantly visited the internist of fellow
screen star Greer Garson in February of 1956. Bogart's cough, no doubt
from years and years of smoking, sounded worse than usual, and
"sometimes his throat burned when he drank orange juice."
An initial sputum test revealed an
inflamed esophagus, and a couple of weeks later, a bronchoscopy and
another sputum test revealed irregular, malignant cells in Bogart's
esophageal tissue. The star would require surgery immediately, and his
current production schedule would have to be postponed while he
recuperated. Unfortunately, Bogart would never recover. Almost a
year later, on January 15, 1957, Humphrey Bogart died of throat cancer
at the age of 58.
From the beginning of Bacall's account of
her husband’s illness, the reader is asked to pay special attention to
Bogart's physical body — an unexpected move that dispels the aura of one
of Hollywood's biggest stars. Scholar Richard Dyer has talked at length about how
a star's body provides the "raw material" from which his or her image
is ultimately fashioned: Marilyn Monroe's body represents sexuality,
Paul Robeson's "the nobility of the black race," and Judy Garland's "her
problems and defiance of them."
We might add to this list Humphrey Bogart's body, which symbolizes toughness and a hardened masculinity. As scholar Virginia Wright Wexman wrote,
Bogart's swarthy complexion, heavy facial features, wiry build, and
"harsh, nasally voice" made him an ideal choice for all of the tough-guy
roles he played.
But Bacall describes Bogart otherwise. As she recalls, his
surgeons planned to "remove his esophagus and shift the stomach around
so they could attach it to the tab that was left." When this procedure
was explained to her in full, the young wife and mother of two had no
idea that her husband's surgery would last nine and a half hours.
"How could a body take that much?" she asks. "Poor
baby — all those tubes, those bottles — what was the body under the
blanket like?" Bacall recalls that her husband's arm and hand were
"swollen to four times their normal size" and a "terrible black thing
[was placed] in his mouth to keep him from swallowing his tongue." As
she observed him, "he looked so unlike Bogie — still mercifully
unconscious… enclosed in another world, protected not by me, but by
those raised bedsides, with those bottles and tubes sustaining life."
Her description does something that virtually no other media texts do: positions Bogart as fragile and vulnerable.
Bacall goes on to reminisce about all the friends and
family who stopped by during that dreadful year, which she claimed at
age 80, "will be with [her] for the rest of [her] life."
Before Bogart’s illness, people
frequently visited and phoned the Bogart-Bacall household. But after
nitrogen mustard treatments significantly weakened the star, Bacall
"made some ground rules" and began to monitor guests, slowing down the
traffic considerably.
Consequently, those who had not seen
Bogart in a while were utterly shocked at the star's physical appearance
when they were allowed to visit him. One friend, Bacall says, "gasped"
when she entered the room. "She couldn't help it," the author apologizes
to the reader; "she was so shocked at the sight of that figure in the
bed."
During a later visit by producer Sam
Goldwyn and director William Wyler, Bogart called the nurse for a shot
of morphine, "pulled up one pajama leg [and exposed] his pathetic frail
limb." Goldwyn, the author reports, was "stunned to see the thinness of
that leg… he slowly turned away."
Bacall did not have to be so candid about this particular
part of her life. Fellow stars like Katharine Hepburn and June Allyson
also dealt with illnesses of their significant others, Spencer Tracy and
Dick Powell. But their autobiographies reduce these events to a couple
of pages, and virtually no details are disclosed. As such, the star
images of Tracy and Powell remain mostly intact.
But Bacall does give us this information.
Why? Perhaps she wanted the reader to see Bogart as she did: a man with
"so many, many layers that, as well as I knew him, I'm sure I never
uncovered them all." Bacall's decision to publish the grim, painful
details about this portion of her life was both wise and brave. For
those who know the real story, Bogart and Bacall's romance isn't just
one of Hollywood's most legendary — it's one of Hollywood's most human.
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